*GASPS FOR BREATH* I'm still surviving!...Er still avoiding some piranhas but I made it to my junior year alive! It's been really stressful but I'm 85% done with my college career. I got to be honest, I've been watching some animations on Youtube and seeing a lot of great cartoons and art in general. It makes me rethink about my career choice and really miss drawing again. Don't get me wrong, I really want to be a high school English teacher, it's just that I wish I was more involved in art projects and had better encouragement to do so. My dad used to think I would have been great at character design and voice impressions. I wanted to do voices too but I just don't find the time or people to do it with. No one has asked me to do voices but if they did, I would make the time to do it.
I've just been caught up in other things but when I'm on holiday break and look at the wonders of this site, I tend to miss what I used to do. I've become so rusty that I'm still afraid of touching a pencil because my art looks like garbage. To be frank, I would probably say, "What is this autism?" not to be mean or offensive, but the way I used to draw reminded me of that. But I digress, there's just a lot of artists who I envy because they have wonderful talents that I just don't take the time or effort to uphold. I think how boring a high school teacher would probably be to become but I would love to integrate cartooning into English.
Heck, I've thought about possibly illustrating a book. It would be nice. But what's the use? I don't even have an exact back-story for Wally. I kept thinking and thinking and possibly thought that he was gone from my head. Ever since I met and started dating , I think he filled in a gap of emptiness that Wally was placing, if you know what I'm saying. I don't know how to explain it without seeming crazy, but that's the best I can come up with.
Now for some ideas that I've had in my head to draw (if I ever do):
Five Nights at Freddy's - I know the internet has already blown up fanart from the game but I seriously love the lore and theories behind it. It's just so intriguing, especially with the puppet.
's character and mine doing some lovey-dovey things.
Some animation clips? - on my bucket list perhaps.
Some art that proves I'm not dead?
Anyway, it's currently 1:14am and I'm overdue to get my sleeping habits straighten out. Later!